well - why u even think of forum....death of someone close is so difficult...my deepest condolences and go supporting other suffering ones, i had to go through parents death in 2 years so i can imagine what u feel&think - importance of forum is zero comparing to what has happened, everyone will understand this.
I can only say sorry again for my reactions also on this forum after this plus losing love of my life in 1 moment. Life is not that easy and black-and-white as they say in commercials..., keep it up man