Hey man, there are people who care about you here. If you need someone to talk to DM me immediately, please. If you don’t feel comfortable talking to me, call this number please: 1-800-273-8255. Your life matters. I’ve really enjoyed your presence on this forum and I’d hate to see it end. Please talk to anyone. Please, please, please. I can tell from experience that it feels horrible when someone close to you feels this way. Please contact me, or a loved one, or a complete stranger. I don’t want this to be your last post, and I would love to see you make it way into the future.