Well, my votes were finally sent. I was able to come to a place where I knew I wouldn't regret the end result.
It was honestly the most difficult TISC experience for me by a long mile.
I was often thinking to myself that there are a lot of songs that are not getting enough points, but I had no place to move them up the order and it was an extremely frustrating experience, which I did not often have when ranking the songs before.
I'd say the top 6 could have easily stolen 12 points from me in some of the other contests, so knowing that one of those songs is there, sitting on only 7 points, feels like a stab in the back to the song
But you can only judge what is in front of you and the quality this year was the best there ever was and I'm extremely happy, because I got introduced to some gems and you're sure as hell going to get praise from me in the coming month when I will finally be able to post my votes, but for now my lips are sealed
Very happy that I could vent to @dcro on how the voting process has dragged me to hell and beyond this year and my Excel spreadsheet was an inconsistent trainwreck